Reflection On John 13: 21-33, 36-38

Jesus, normally in command of every situation, is now, according to John, “deeply troubled.” Can we picture Jesus in this agitated state of mind and body? Did He break out in a sweat, sigh or shake His hands in His anxiety? Did His voice quiver when He tried to speak? As we think about Jesus’ being deeply troubled, we ask ourselves, “Why?” this time it is not the Pharisees who are bothering Him. It seems that there is a serious problem within His group – Judas. His former close friend is about to betray Him. The disciples are going to be shocked when they realize what is about to happen and who’s going to do it. The betrayal will lead Jesus to vicious suffering and death. Jesus knew it ahead of time and was deeply troubled by it. He speaks of His death to Peter; saying, “I am going where you cannot follow me now; later on you shall come after me.” Peter did, indeed, follow the Lord when He was martyred and Jesus was there to assist Him to victory. That “later on” date will eventually be a reality in all our lives when it approaches us, too, will probably be deeply troubled. It helps to know that Jesus promised to be with us when our time to die approaches.
Among all the suffering what pains as most is the suffering that comes from our relationships with those whom we love. After 3 years of close relationship with the 12 apostles Jesus realizes the bitter fact that one of them will betray Him. In fact, He finds that Judas is using Him for a personal gain. Though wounded, Jesus transcends the oppressiveness of the moment and the ensuing feeling of hurt. He doesn’t complain saying, “this is not fair” or accuse anyone. He believes fully that His Father is always beside Him and His loving embrace will heal all the wounds, when we love someone we open ourselves to the possibility of getting wounded.
Questions to ponder:
How does the context relate to your life?
Is your life bed of roses or bed of thorns?
Whom do you love the most in life?

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