Reflection On John 13: 21-33, 36-38
Jesus, normally in command of every situation, is now,
according to John, “deeply troubled.” Can we picture Jesus in this agitated
state of mind and body? Did He break out in a sweat, sigh or shake His hands in
His anxiety? Did His voice quiver when He tried to speak? As we think about
Jesus’ being deeply troubled, we ask ourselves, “Why?” this time it is not the
Pharisees who are bothering Him. It seems that there is a serious problem
within His group – Judas. His former close friend is about to betray Him. The
disciples are going to be shocked when they realize what is about to happen and
who’s going to do it. The betrayal will lead Jesus to vicious suffering and
death. Jesus knew it ahead of time and was deeply troubled by it. He speaks of
His death to Peter; saying, “I am going where you cannot follow me now; later
on you shall come after me.” Peter did, indeed, follow the Lord when He was martyred
and Jesus was there to assist Him to victory. That “later on” date will
eventually be a reality in all our lives when it approaches us, too, will
probably be deeply troubled. It helps to know that Jesus promised to be with us
when our time to die approaches.
Among all the suffering what pains as most is the suffering
that comes from our relationships with those whom we love. After 3 years of
close relationship with the 12 apostles Jesus realizes the bitter fact that one
of them will betray Him. In fact, He finds that Judas is using Him for a
personal gain. Though wounded, Jesus transcends the oppressiveness of the
moment and the ensuing feeling of hurt. He doesn’t complain saying, “this is
not fair” or accuse anyone. He believes fully that His Father is always beside
Him and His loving embrace will heal all the wounds, when we love someone we
open ourselves to the possibility of getting wounded.
Questions to
ponder:
How does the
context relate to your life?
Is your life
bed of roses or bed of thorns?
Whom do you love the most in life?
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